Do you think I have a social disorder?

Uhhhh no, you don't have a disorder you just don't liek people. Fair enough, if you seriously think of your OWN KIND like that, then you will probably never find love. Your loss, but before you do anything, have a good, long look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself if you wanna end up like Scrouge. Please, listen to your mom, she is right about love! Your grama is liek way ahead of ya'lls age gruop so I and gettin the impression you feel the need 2 be the best ALL the time which is liek NEVA good! In sted of usin that mind, maybe you should use your heart a bit more.